Thursday, November 26, 2009

Carmen is learning to be humble

finally, 1st week of stpm is over!!! *phew*
Had pa1, maths1 and pp1 this week. PA and PP was ok. But maths was a DISASTER. I wouldnt say that the paper is very difficult. It was my own fault. I made so many careless mistakes. As in, many. I was never like that. But this time I really don't know why. I'm very very angry and sad. It's very very dissapointing because I know I can do better... It's like you are given a free ticket to Hong Kong disneyland but then you lost the ticket. How foolish. God really humbled me this time. I really have to let go and let God take control. God, pls have mercy on me. :(

YES YES. I'm learning to be
humble humble humble
humble humble humble
humble humble humble

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Thank you Jesus

STPM is super duper near!! WHOOOO!!!! Mixed feelings~ But there's something that I will hold on to - that is Jesus :). I know He won't bring me to a place where His grace can't keep me :) I will not allow myself to doubt about how His grace nor His love going to bring me through, but I'm going to just believe. Total freedom in about 3 weeks' time! Although there will be 3 weeks of miserable and restless moment, but I know that when I am weak, then I am strong :)As STPM is drawing nearer, all I need to do is to draw closer to God :)

Thank you Lord that when I am weak, I find strength in You
Thank you Lord that when I am restless, You give me rest
Thank you Lord that when I am troubled, I find peace in You
Thank you Lord that when I am fearful, I find security in You
Thank you Lord that when I am sick, You healed me
Thank you Lord that when I am lost, I am found in You
Thank you Lord that when I pray, You listen
Thank you Lord that when I call, You answer
Thank you Lord for who You are in my life
And I know Father, that I AM TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED :)


Thank you, Father in Heaven.


I'm like a vapour in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Big-E Camp


Big-E camp in about a month's time! I'm excited!! :D At first, i was reluctant to go because i've already went for Freedom Camp this year and I want to save some money. I've decided that i will not be going unless any of my non-church friend is going. But now, i've changed my mind.. yeahh.. :) Somehow, I have a feeling that great things going to take place! And I shouldn't let anything hold me back from signing up for this camp. I believe God is going to challenge me in different areas this time and I don't want to miss a single thing! :) When God moves, fuiyohhh, I HAVE to be there! I AM EXCITED!!! :D *cheers*



Have a look at the camp promo :)

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=153628288685&oid=114870501853


mm hou tang la..sign up NOW!!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

2 more weeks to stpm

"Be still and know that I am God!"

Psalm 46:10




Lord, we know that true rest can be found only in You

Help us to end our striving and to trust that You will provide


In Your loving arms we find rest. Amen


- Our Daily Bread -






God knows the future, so we are safe in His hands

Saturday, November 7, 2009

God works in ways, we cannot see

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely they would've drown me
Still You made a way.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i just want you

I just want you by Planetshakers

More than a nice melody,
More than the sweetest of words,
This is love i have found,
and with this love i am found

I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus,
I just want you.

Never could i comprehend,
The love you so freely give,
Never could i be with you,
But your love covers all of my sin.

I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus
I just want you.

There is no greater love than yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world
I will never find a love like yours,God.



You can give without loving

but you can't love without giving.

And God showed His love for us

by giving us His one and only Son.

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Glory to God

Results are out. This time my results are way better than what i expected :) I give all glory to Jesus! Thank God for grace, wisdom, good health, mighty protection, reminding me facts, formulas and theories and most importantly, open my big eyes to check my careless mistakes :)By His grace, I'm able to do well and I know that I don't deserve this at all..Thank you Lord!!! :D



Carmen loves Jesus! Because He first loved me :)




Monday, November 2, 2009

christianity

I realised that most of my non-christian friends give me a look whenever i share that we, christians actually hear from God, spending quiet time with God, experience His love and grace, obeying God's will and even being in God's presence. Perhaps, they may think that these are just our imaginary thoughts... They may even think that christians are a bunch of mad, holy people... haha. i mean it sounds crazy, isnt it? Even the fact that God would sent His one and only son to die for you and me is hard enough to believe..




But is it really that hard to believe these facts?

Not when you have come to understand God's love. To me, God's love is crazy because it is beyond what i could understand.


After all, christianity is all about having a relationship with God







Do you have a relationship with God?