The rest will be unwritten.

This will be the last post for my blog. I've started this about 7 years ago? and it has been a great place for me to share my burdens, my tears, my joy and my life. I'm thankful to people who have visited 'me' and read about my life.

Perhaps it is the process of growing up, I've learnt that not all burdens can be understood, not all tears can be shared, not all joy can be felt completely..and sometimes it is better to keep them to myself. It is okay though :) cause I know God understands perfectly everything that I'm going through and that's enough for me.

R.I.P, dear phangcarmen.blogspot.com.

Best Boyfriend of the Year

He accompanied me for more than 4 hours at my grandma's house even though he is still having exams. If there's something I can thank God for, despite all that is happening, it would be friends who are there to pray and support me, boyfriend's family who can give godly counsel and a boyfriend who loves me :)

Good bye 2015

This year has been a year of transition, from student to young working adult. So happen to look through my Facebook pictures and reminded me of the good times.

Me in OCBC. Working in Collections Department has not been easy but I have crazy and fun colleagues with me. You get scolded for no reason but one thing good is you'll get used to it even if customers are cursing you. No big deal ;) I'm glad my time in OCBC ended well and my colleagues are still my friends. Will be helping out as bridesmaid for my Extra cash loan portfolio leader's wedding!

Then, entering Piktochart and joining company trip to Melbourne. 

If anyone asks, I'll always say 'It is God.' :) From application to interview and then getting selected, it was truly God's favor. 

Somehow, growing up/old makes me treasure my time with uni mates. I love catching up with them and I still do. Time flies and I need to live each day to the fullest. It's something I'm learning now. 

If anyone is wondering why I'm still in Penang, it is my family :) 'YOLO'! 'See the world when you're still young!', 'Go out and explore!'.... I've heard enough :) Never once I regret the decision I've made to stay because I know I'll regret if I choose otherwise. Although it has been my 'comfort zone', it hasn't been giving me much comfort. Trust me, my biggest struggle is in this so called 'comfort zone'. I love my family and I pray for them every, single day.

2015 didn't end so well for me but I hope it did for you :) 

He is the Way

We both have unanswered questions about God and we know we can only find the answers when we face God one day. While we remain silent to each other's questions, deep in our hearts we know that God is real. There's no other God, there's no other way. God is God. Is there anywhere we can hide from Him? Is there anything that He doesn't know? 

Heart's desire

I've asked God to break my heart for what breaks His.
and yes, He heard me.

This Christmas is a little different from the past 7 years. Being a Christian, I've always been celebrating with joy on Jesus' birthday. After all, this is the gift of eternal salvation to all...aren't we suppose to rejoice? Yes, I do but at the same time, I'm reminded/burdened knowing that many, many still do not know of this gift. Sometimes I find it painful to even talk about this.

Haze

The greed of mankind can be so blinded to a point where they forget what they need most in life - oxygen. Something money cannot buy. 

Good bye, Rachel :(

After graduation and leaving PKA, Bukit Jambul Lifegroup has been very close to my heart. This is where I get my spiritual support and encouragement to keep running the race. I've been serving together with Rachel and Bro Edwin in this lifegroup for more than a year now. It has always been a joy to be able to serve the people I enjoy meeting every week :) My partner, Rachel will be leaving in a week's time. Funnily enough, I cried in a Farewell dinner that I planned for....nooooooo!!! I'm going to miss having someone young to attend leaders' meeting together with me and someone who brings LIFE to lifegroup.And most importantly someone who laughs at my lame jokes :P

:( Good bye Rachel.
Yet I'm also confident that God will send someone. He never fails to do that :)

This lifegroup believes that E is for Intelligence and I for English :P