Humbling experience

Timor Leste funds has been coming in! Puji Tuhan! :) Like really really! :) :) :D 

Trust me, it's not easy to ask for money..especially when you know your dad is financially capable to provide for you. But it has not been easy too when your family do not understand what mission work is all about ;) STOMP Timor Leste is already teaching me so much even before going to the mission field. This experience as a missionary (raising funds) has really humbled me..it is breaking my pride each time when I send out my sponsorship letter. Each time when people give, whether little or much, my heart is moved.. Thank you for believing in me :') Many times I felt very unworthy of receiving from people.. but because I'm feeling this, I told myself that I won't let them down. I will do my best in the mission field *pray hard*, making sure that they do not sow in vain.

Coming from an average family, my dad has always been providing for me and my family. Hence, I did not learn to trust God in terms of financial provisions..and when Beatrice (FES staff) asked us to raise funds for this mission trip, I was worried, I went blank and I doubted God. RM 4000 is no joke wei. I really prayed hard for the funds hahaha and I tell you, it amazes me each time I see how God bring in funds! Really, macam He knows how much I'm lacking (of course, God knows! :p) and how He always help me to round up the figure hehehe :) Now I can really testify, My God is a God who provides! 

My heart is really filled with thanksgiving to people are supporting me and this mission work that is in Timor Leste :') Thank you for sowing, thank you for believing in me and with me, thank you because all of you have inspired me to sow for eternity :) You have shown me a good example to follow and I want to be like you, my dear givers :) Thank you, thank you.