This gentle thingy

Sometimes hor, I wonder how girls can be soooo gentle.. that when they talk it's like whispering.. when they laugh, it's not so 'over'.. Cause when I talk it's like the whole earth shakes.. and when I laugh I cannot just open my mouth and laugh... I need to clap my hands and stomp my feet too!!! It's sooo funny that my body needs to take part as well! I wonder how they keep themselves so gentle and composed all the time..
what a mystery!!

Thanks!

I'm not really a gift person. But just felt so touched by them because it is really unexpected. And they still remember even though we are so far apart.

One of the reasons why they are so dear to me - they will always remember who is their Queen! :P

Unmet expectations.

When will they finally meet? 

FOR REAL!!

Warning: This is not an update about my convo or anything... but the fact that I've lost weight!!!! It freaks me out!!!

Before

After

A lot of people (at least eight or more) came to me this year, especially those who didn't see me for quite some time, said that I've lost weight! And I would just reply, "Oh really??" Now when I look back at my old pictures/videos, I understand why they reacted the way they did!!! Because it freaks me out too!! hahaha

Discussion:
1. Maybe because of the weird cough disease that I had for a year! (I'm finally healed btw! :D)
2. Growing up? Even the body doesn't want to grow haha
3. Shaun ate all my food and prawns!

Btw I just cut my hair and it's really ugly huhuhu!

True worshipers

"Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name"

"You're rich in love, and You're slow to anger
Your name is great, and Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find"

One of the joy of being an usher is to be able to see congregation worshiping God because you are standing right at the end. Can't help but to see haha I don't know how many times I feel encouraged standing right behind the sanctuary :) So today, our church was singing this song, 10000 reasons. This song talks about how blessing God is a choice we make, not by looking at our circumstances. If we choose to start with praise, we want to end with praise.

I saw this person whom I know is struggling with his marriage. Being in a relationship for almost 10 years, few months of marriage and now the wife insisted on a divorce. Both him and the family couldn't figure out what went wrong. Yet today I saw him singing,
"Bless the Lord O my soul, Worship His holy name"
"For all Your goodness I will keep on singing,
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find"

It's not easy. I'm not sure how much he is struggling right now and how much pain he has to go through.. but this really moved my heart. And I'm sure it moved God's heart too. I mean, what goodness can he find about God in all these??? Yet he choose to trust not in his circumstances but the nature of who God is.
God. Is. Good.
It was a very beautiful worship.

Thank you. I pray I'll be like you, to be a true worshiper.. to worship God even when I'm struggling..even when I don't understand. To trust Him for who He is.

Hello Transition!

"Each transition will involve some kind of loss. Growth will always be costly; a new venture will always involve some form of letting go. It may be a matter of separation - from parents or from those who are part of an old way or an old world. It may involve leaving behind the comfortable and the secure. Each transition will be a small death, and the new life, the new opportunity and the new challenges will only come as we let go."
- Gordon T. Smith, Courage & Calling.

The blog is going through transition..just like the owner. haha

Ps: Inspired by Woon to change blog layout/skin :D

So I was sick.
Dad went out to buy bihun soup for me :)
So touched huhu. It's not always uttered, but I know I'm loved by my papa!