Everything comes from God alone.

Everything lives by his power,

and everything is for his glory. Romans 11:36

give thanks

Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you who belong to Christ Jesus. 1 Thessalonians 5:18

The verse here says give thanks IN everything, not FOR everything. You don't give thanks to God for the bad things in your life but you give thanks because you know that no matter how rough or tough your situation is, God is still with you. He will never forsake you. I'm going to hold on to this verse when I step into MBS, in about 11 hours from now. :)

kawan rapatku.

Stpm results will be out next thursday.At first I dont really feel anything but I think I''m nervous now because the people around me keep reminding meeeee... gosh. I hope I wont cry..I don't want to leave penang but whatever it is, I believe God will bring me to a place where He knows is best for me.Guide me, Lord. Let Your will be done in me.

I miss all my kawan rapat. I miss the time when we rushed to the canteen just to buy uncle's mee goreng. I miss the time when we talked nonsense during the assembly. I miss the time when we laughed like crazy in class. I miss the time when we encouraged one another in studies, busy photostating notes for one another. I miss the time when we asked teachers stupid questions. I remember how they accepted me as their friends when I first came out from my comfort zone. I remember how they encouraged me when I felt so helpless. I miss them soo much.

I just pray that they would know

how amazing God's love is.

1st day of cny

yesterday I went to church in the morning for sunday service to meet my daddddy :) happy valentines' day, JESUS! God is good all the time. I just enjoy spending valentines' day with Him..knowing that He loves me more than any guy here on earth. :) Then off to jelutong - grandma's territory, to collect angpaus. hee. And then to my surprise, my grandma's bro (my sam kiu kong) said that i'm a very quiet and elegant lady, DEEP INSIDE ME I WAS LIKE LOL. HAHAHAHAHA. At night, all the families (my mum's side) went to cousin's house for potbless party. Ate until full like dunno what. Then I was bored as I don't feel like gambling and the tv is cacated. Gosh. Sat there for like 2 hours? But there was this boy, he is very cute (my cousin's cousin's son). He ran around colllecting stickers and stick them on the floor. He lagi buat the ultraman style and all. Aiyohh so lawak la. I want to cubit him :) At the end of the day, I collected about 20 angpaus and I'm going to use these money for my Sabah mission trip :) Blessed to be a blessing!

The ultraman boy.

To be continued...

im back :D

the reason why i havent been updating my blog it's because my bro, who is currently studyin in Malacca came back to penang and curi-ed the super-duper-old laptop from me. and that was the oni laptop that i had. But I thank God because He blessed me with a new laptop now! ahahhahaa :D I'm very haaaapyyyyyy :) It's red in colour. i loooooveee it. not because i like red but it looks super cool and gaya. and that's Just me :) ahem. Anyway, just going to share a lil bit of what i had been thru in sym for the past 2 weeks. Had a terrible and miserable period during deliverance. I think because when I was young, my parents dedicated me to idols. And the vomitting couldn't stop for like 2-3 days. But I really thank God because He has set me FREE!! :) and then we oso had team building. It was very challenging to me, seriously. I didn't know that working in a team can be so difficult...all of us have different personalities, characters, backgrounds, etc. IT WAS HARD. But that's what I'm learning, and I pray I will not give up but to continue to persevere :) im really learning alot in SYM. God is really shaping me and moulding me. i NEED TO CHANGE.