Tuesday, January 19, 2010

set me free lord, i pray in jesus' name, Amen.

Friday, January 15, 2010

sym day _ _

we had breaking bondages classes for 3 days.. Too much info to key into my brain. I just feel so restless wei. Went to ns campsite at balik pulau yday together with sis agnes, uncle chek wai, clara and charis. This was my 1st time stepping into ns campsite. and i thank God that i didnt get chosen for it. PHEW! The place was ok, big, clean but still, i just can't imagine myself stayin there for 3 months. On the way home, my head was so pening. Clara and Charis felt the same. Uncle chek wai's car is very big and comfortable but his driving skill not that good la -.-". I vomitted right after i reach home. Then as I was talking to linda on msn, she asked me to drink a cup of milo and indeed, milo helped a lot. I don't wanna praise her here if not later she sombong :p Pr. Tom went down to kl for conference. I miss him. I very beh kuan si because he always make the most noise, everyday luan luan luan.. it's like something is missing. It's just the 2nd week of sym but i've already learned a lot..I heard so many great testimonies from so many pastors. I will share some other time..because now I'm very sleepy. *yawns* good night :)

Monday, January 11, 2010

the symers!

Pr. Tom. The papa of the team.
Will never run out of battery.
He is super energetic and passionate. He is a good man.
Still single though :p



Evie Tan. 18. Very cute and transparent.
Sincere and honest :) Loves to eat chicken rice without chicken,
but with taufu and egg. She has been eating that for one week.
The chicken rice fella also can recognise her. HAHA. She's also helpful and kind.
yeah, she's a good girl :)


Siao po in the house~! Jessica Lim. 18.
Crazy crazy crazy and super crazy. Tough and sporty.
Eat also laugh, sit also laugh,
stand also laugh, go toilet also laugh. adoii... lol


(Left) Clara Chin. 18. simple. Creative.
Loves to whine and whine and whine :p
Can't wait for pr.tom to get married.
(Right) Amanda Lok. 18. Matthew Lok's sis.From SIB Likas.
adores pink, just like me :) Girlish.
Friendly and easy to mix with.



phang carmen. 20. the oldest in the team.
but also the youngest in her walk with God.
nothing much to say about me
or else I will end up praising myself :p


(I don't have her photo :[ )
Charis. 19. From FGA. Fun and friendly.
she's real to the people around her.
Get bored very easily.. from my observation..
cuz i saw her playing with the camera during class.. nyek nyek nyek.




SYM 2010 BOLEHHHHHH. woot woot!!

Friday, January 8, 2010

God has no needs

went for solitude together with Pr.Sooi Lin, Sis Surya, and the sym-mers. We went up to air itam dam and found a good spot. We then mengasingkan ourselves to certain places where we find comfortable.
Something that I read from the bible which I find very powerful is this :)


and human hands can't serve His needs- for He has no needs. He himself gives life and breath to everything, and satisfies every need. Acts 17:24

For in Him, we live and move and exist. Acts 17:28

God is just so powerful. There are many times we thought that we are fulfilling God's needs by serving. We are so wrong because God has no needs. Instead, serving is a privilege given by God to His children to be part of His mighty works. By serving and worshipping God, we ourselves are fulfilled. Sometimes we may think this way - "God needs me to be there", "God needs me to serve in that ministry". But it's actually for our own good to serve in whatever ministry that we are called to serve - for our growth, to be a better person and to be Christ-likeness. God is always close to us (whether you realise it or not). He is faithful. It's not that God can't live without us, but God knows how much we need Him because in Him, we live and move and exist. That's how much God loves you :)

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Hungry

Hungry I come to You
For I know You satisfy
I am empty but I know
Your love does not run dry

So I wait for You
So I wait for You

I'm falling on my knees
Offering all of me
Jesus You're all
This heart is living for

Broken I run to You
For Your arms are open wide
I am weary but I know Your touch
Restores my life






Wednesday, January 6, 2010

sym day 2

today is the 2nd day of sym. so far so gud. no kekecohan, no huru-hara, no porak-peranda. still having peace and fun :) All the girls are having lots of fun, I believe. I just can't stop laughing in the class. All of us always come out with funny questions and not to forget, funny jokes from pr. Tom :D Many said that normally there will be arguments and quarrels in the team, but i pray against that :) Today is a very tiring day. I woke up at 6.30am for morning devotion and off to church for classes. Just reached home an hour ago. Going back to church later for prayer. No more pasar malam for me :( I tell you, this is very tiring..although it's only the second day but i'm feeling it already. BUT this is fun :D it's always exciting to learn more about God! How God speaks, How God moves, How to seek God, etc. I believe there will be a breakthrough in my walk with God and I just can't wait to receive more n more n more n more n MOREEE.

Monday, January 4, 2010

sym 2010 has begun

SYM 2010 HAS BEGUN!! I'm excited but yet a lil bit scared. I don't know why but still,I know I'm going to learn a lot. This year, there are only six of us joining SYM and we are all GIRLSSSS :) and we are myself, jessica, clara, evie, amanda from SIB Likas and charis from FGA. I will be very VERY busy. because every

tues - fri 9am until 6pm
sat 9am until 7.30pm
sun 8.30am until 1pm
mon holiday


So dear friends, if u want to ask me out, make sure it's on monday :)

Friday, January 1, 2010

happy new year!!

Tonight is a bright night :) The moon is so big macam kuih bulan. I feel as though God is shining His love unto me :) I just feel so blessed. Just came back from watch night service and I just felt the urge to blog. Because I want myself to remember what God has spoken into my life and I want to hold on to it! I went with an open heart and I just felt so excited, I don't quite understand why :p As the worship team lead the first song, my heart felt very heavy. It wasn't pain...but it was just heavy. At that point of time, I know that I'm going to receive from the Lord. Pastor Palan shared about doing the right thing the right way. Many of us know what we want and we know where to go but sad to say that not many of us know the right way to do it. Why is it important to do the right thing? So that we will not trying to do the wrong things and end up suffering. I was so tempted in doing things on my own ways recently. I almost compromise my faith but I thank God I didn't. The thing that I always wanted, I believe "It's not yet time" and I will wait on God's timing because nothing, nothing can ever go wrong in Him. I put my trust in the Lord, wherever He takes me I will follow. I believe and I know He's with me. Yes, Jesus is real to me. This year, 2010, I want to pray like never before. I want to pray more and do less. :) I want to seek God and I'm going to make a commitment to fast and go down on my knees before the Lord. I want to hear clearly from God. All in all, I'm going back to Him, my Creator. That's my new year resolutions!

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness,
and all these things will be added to you.
Matthew 6:33







HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!