sometimes we thought we already managed to let go of something until we are to face the same thing again..we then realised that we didn't really overcome it yet. i'm not being emo, dun worry. I just feel so weak when I failed to overcome the same problem again and again. It has been four years. Letting go of something precious is not an easy thing at all. But I want to believe that prayer is powerful. I want to believe that God knows what's best for us. I want to believe that if it's meant to be, it will be. I want to.. let go.

true meaning of christmas

Christmas is just tomorrow! :) MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! i'm very excited and happy to celebrate the birth of christ! but sometimes it's kinda sad to see other people celebrating christmas as an event of exchanging presents without knowing the true meaning of it.

FIR TREE

the pure green color of the stately fir tree remains green all year round, depicting the everlasting hope of mankind, all the needles point heavenward, making it a symbol of man's thoughts turning toward heaven.

STAR

the star was the heavenly sign of promises long ago. God promised a Saviour for the world, and the star was the sign of fulfillment of His promise

CANDLE

the candle symbolizes that Christ is the light of the world, and when we see this great light we are reminded of He who displaces the darkness

HOLLY LEAF

the holly plant represents immortality. It represents the crown of thorns worn by our Saviour. The red holly berries represent the blood shed by Him.

GIFT

God so loved the world that he gave his begotten son (john 3:16). Thanks be to God for his unspeakable gift.

BELL

lost sheep are found by the sound of the bell, it should ring mankind to the fold. The bell symbolizes guidance and return.

How many of us actually celebrate the true meaning of christmas?

For us who know the truth, let us celebrate

THE BIRTH OF CHRIST JESUS, THE SAVIOUR OF THE WORLD :)

BLESSED CHRISTMAS!!!!

For to us a child is born,

to us a son is given,

and the government will be on his shoulders.

And he will be called Wonderful Counselor,

Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.

Isaiah 9:6

One desire '09

HELLO!!! I'm back! Just arrived penang yday :) Had a really great time during Big E camp, i believe everyone felt the same! I don't have the pics right nw. I will update the pics after they posted them on facebook :)

16th Dec

On the way to lumut, we played mafia just as usual. We argued, trying to deceive one another (because this is what the game is all about) and laughed like nobody's business :D.Arrived at lumut, perak in the afternoon. Had our lunch in KFC. The 1st thing we had was station game. We were divided into 5 groups n they are kalansanan, kalangadan, guminawo, peneka and ingin. These are names which means "desire" in different dialects. N i'm in peneka! Btw we won the 2nd prize :D After wash up, we had our very 1st session with Pr.Bobby from SIB Likas.

17th Dec

Second day of the camp. Had morning prayer at 6.30am. Then devotion and had 2nd session with Pr.Bobby's wife, Pr.Susan :) After that we moved on to workshop.HAH! Where we learn to make PIZZAS. Steven was incharged and taught us how to make dough, urm, and pizzas? He added salmon which i really hate. :( but still i took a bite cuz it was so tempting :) After eating pizzas, we had telematch among the groups. We had great time cheering, laughing and winning! oh yeah! Peneka Rocks! :) After dinner, we had our 3rd session with Pr.Bobby. And praise God there were 4 salvations!!!! :D WOOHOO!!

18th Dec

Third day of camp. We had morning prayer as usual. We then had the 4th session with Pr. Bobby. He preached about "loving one another". And his question is this, "Are you a convert or a disciple?". Followers of christ are the ones who achieves to the teaching of Jesus. Pr.Bobby shared about his testimony. He was once a gangster, took drugs, smoke and a pornography suppplier. But now, God has changed his completely, used him for God's glory. I'm so amazed :) Many times when we said "I'm just bla bla bla....I can't..." God wants to use these people because God uses the weak to lead the strong. After that, we had workshop about grooming and health.Oh my, this was the funniest thing ever! We were supposed to come out with our own comments on what to wear during certain occasions and then we also had to state down what we dislike about guys' dressing. All of us keep complaining about the opposite gender's dressing and it was just so funny. :D At night, we had the last session with Pr.Susan.. She shared on a very basic yet important topic that is "Knowing God". Some of us know God through head knowledge and through our emotional experience. But not many of us, know God completely. Knowing God involves adjustment in our lives, change in our character, be more like Him. Knowing God will allow God to take control completely, giving up our own desires. Because we know that God purposes for us is beyond what we can ever imagine. Pr.Susan ended her session by calling for an altar call. I bowed my head and closed my eyes, focusing on God. Suddenly Wai wai put her hand on my shoulder and I turned to her. Sarah was standing beside Yi Lin and she said, "I asked Yi lin whether she's ready to accept Christ into her life, and she said yes." When I heard this, tears kept rolling down from my eyes and I was so happy. I really don't know how to describe my feelings but I just want to praise God! I'm so happy for you, Wong Yi Lin!!! :D Presence of God was just so amazing!

Yi Lin's salvation reminded me about the power of prayer! Many times when you think God isn't listening, He is! When you think God is far away from you, He is just right beside you without you realising it! When you think that it's hard to preach the gospel, God moves! When you cry, every tear that you drop is so precious to God! God is just so amazing!! My family may not understand why am I serving this God called Jesus, but I know and I believe that at just the right time, all my family will be saved. Because with God, nothing is IMPOSSIBLE.

19th Dec

Back to penang. I'm very thankful that I've signed up for this camp :)

"One thing I ask of the Lord, this is what I seek :

that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,

to gaze upon the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple."

Psalm 27:4

boredom

i am so bored today!! Ajak hui sien watch couples retreat but kena reject. So i ended up playing bejeweled on facebook almost the whole day. I AM SO BOREDD... I'll be going down to Lumut, Perak tmr. So penang friends, dont miss me :) i dont know why my soundtracks can't be played nowadays. I've tried fixing it but failed. very lazy liao. so just leave it like dat la.. for display only.heeee.
I have tis random thought - Sometimes I really wonder how God can love everyone? Maybe simply because He has chosen to do so. Lord, teach me how to love pathetic people like how You love them.

children's xmas celebration

This gal is so cute LAAAAA... :) she is Ian's sis.. yes joanne..can u believe it? :p

look at them. ARGGHHHHH...cubitttttttttttttt

so cute la they all :D

alan...macam beggar..lol

look at her look at her look at her look at her!:D

look look look look! *adores*

boy-boy :)

Merry christmas! :)

I saw someone asked hui ying to sell her STPM books and notes. How come nobody come and ask from me?? Weiiiiii...i want to sell too. I'm broke. Who wants to buy? My combination is Maths S, Pengajian Perniagaan, Economics and Pengajian Am. I have my own notes too. Reliable but very messy. Because my handwriting is really, really ugly.HEH. but hey, it's not a sin :p

upcoming events

im a very busy person u know. Very busy.

LOOK o.0

December

16-19 Big-E camp at Lumut, Perak.
20 Prepare Xmas presents
21-23 KL shopping! :)
24 Carolling
25 It's Christmas!
26 Gaik lyn's party
27-29 Going to Cameron Highlands together with family

January

2 XXX party
3 - march School of Youth ministry (SYM)

see la.. it's not that i dun wanna work but where got time? And who actually wanna hire a busy person? tell me tell me. I can only work after sym.. which i hope it's not too late. SYM is a once a life time thing and i really dun wanna miss it. huhaaaaa..

this is the day that God has made

We had a very touching service today :) Faithful servant of God, Rev. Koe Choon Huan's appreciation day. Pr.Choon Huan is stepping down from his position as a Senior Pastor of Reservoir Garden Baptist Church and taking up a new challenge which God has set for him to a higher level this time. He will be serving God in KL,which obviously I do not know where :) but i believe God will bless him and his family abundantly! Pr.Palan will be taking up his place and I believe RGBCians will move into all that God has planned. Next year will be an exciting one!!

Pr.Koe Choon Huan! He is always joyful :) very cute and humble pastor! Although I'm new in RGBC (one and a half year is not long, is it?), he always encourage me and treat me really like a member of God's family as if he has known me for years. Sometimes before sunday service, he will come to me and talk to me, encourage me and pray for me. Little things like that means a lot to me :) Thank you very much, Pastor. May God bless you and ur family! :)

Oh! Not to forget that today is also Pr.Tom's bday!! Ohyeah baybeh!! It's Pr.Tom! A very very passionate man no matter what he does, makan ke,play ke, preach ke.. HE IS FULL OF PASSION! And He is crazy for Jesus! haha. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! I love you pastor tom!

Last but not least, I would like to present my new bf to each and everyone of you. Yes, YOU! Have a look :) He is VERYYYYYYY cute, dun be jealous alright :D

Cute right? Sorry,He's MINE!:p

we were warned

2012 is one of the best-est movies that i had ever watched! My Goodness! It's super duper super duper super duper NICE! When Moy told me that 2012 is nice, I doubted. NOW that I've watched, I can't help but to agree with what he said. 101%! GOOD GOOD SUPER NICE! *thumbs up*

Matthew 24:29-51 says this :

"Immediately after the distress of those days,

the sun will be darkened,
and the moon will not give its light,
the stars will fall from the sky,
and the heavenly bodies will be shaken.

At that time the sign of the Son of Man will appear in the sky, and all the nations of the earth will mourn. They will see the Son of Man coming on the clouds of the sky, with power and great glory. And he will send his angels with a loud trumpet call, and they will gather his elect from the four winds, from one end of the heavens to the other.

Now learn this lesson from the fig tree: As soon as its twigs get tender and its leaves come out, you know that summer is near. Even so, when you see all these things, you know that it is near, right at the door.I tell you the truth, this generation will certainly not pass away until all these things have happened. Heaven and earth will pass away, but my words will never pass away.

No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. As it was in the days of Noah, so it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. For in the days before the flood, people were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, up to the day Noah entered the ark and they knew nothing about what would happen until the flood came and took them all away. That is how it will be at the coming of the Son of Man. Two men will be in the field; one will be taken and the other left. Two women will be grinding with a hand mill; one will be taken and the other left.

Therefore keep watch, because you do not know on what day your Lord will come. But understand this: If the owner of the house had known at what time of night the thief was coming, he would have kept watch and would not have let his house be broken into. So you also must be ready, because the Son of Man will come at an hour when you do not expect him.

Who then is the faithful and wise servant, whom the master has put in charge of the servants in his household to give them their food at the proper time? It will be good for that servant whose master finds him doing so when he returns. I tell you the truth, he will put him in charge of all his possessions. But suppose that servant is wicked and says to himself, 'My master is staying away a long time,' and he then begins to beat his fellow servants and to eat and drink with drunkards. The master of that servant will come on a day when he does not expect him and at an hour he is not aware of. He will cut him to pieces and assign him a place with the hypocrites, where there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

The Bible is not a storybook,
but the very word of God.

VBS

IT'S THE END OF STPM PEOPLE!! Let's PARTAYYYYY :D

time flies. really fast! And I can't believe that i've finished doing stpm :D i still can remember the time when i was struggling in deciding what to do after spm. Now, I'm a big girl already! But sad to say that I can't be a part of VBS this year. VBS stands for Vacation Bible School. Specially for children. Last year was my 1st time serving in VBS and I had so much fun with the naughty kids eventhough I fall sick. They are just sooooo adorable! :) I stole some pictures from Facebook. There you go ~

Amos shy shy :)

:D

Makan station

Hong Yun!! :) When he laughs, I will laugh...cuz it's so funny! HAAAAA

Aiyohh, happy-nyer :)

I think this is John? Cynthia's crush! :X

There will be a xmas party for the kids tomorrow.And yeah!! I will be spending my day in church, chasing the kids around and seeing them doing funny stuffs!! I CAN'T WAIT!! HERE I COMEEEE...WOOOOO! OH, actually i have this idea of having a gathering among F6 students where we bring our books along and BURN OUR BOOKS! hah! who wanna join?! why so serious? say only la :p ..WEEEE!!!! I believe I can fly~~

Carmen is learning to be humble

finally, 1st week of stpm is over!!! *phew*
Had pa1, maths1 and pp1 this week. PA and PP was ok. But maths was a DISASTER. I wouldnt say that the paper is very difficult. It was my own fault. I made so many careless mistakes. As in, many. I was never like that. But this time I really don't know why. I'm very very angry and sad. It's very very dissapointing because I know I can do better... It's like you are given a free ticket to Hong Kong disneyland but then you lost the ticket. How foolish. God really humbled me this time. I really have to let go and let God take control. God, pls have mercy on me. :(

YES YES. I'm learning to be

humble humble humble

humble humble humble

humble humble humble

Thank you Jesus

STPM is super duper near!! WHOOOO!!!! Mixed feelings~ But there's something that I will hold on to - that is Jesus :). I know He won't bring me to a place where His grace can't keep me :) I will not allow myself to doubt about how His grace nor His love going to bring me through, but I'm going to just believe. Total freedom in about 3 weeks' time! Although there will be 3 weeks of miserable and restless moment, but I know that when I am weak, then I am strong :)As STPM is drawing nearer, all I need to do is to draw closer to God :)

Thank you Lord that when I am weak, I find strength in You
Thank you Lord that when I am restless, You give me rest
Thank you Lord that when I am troubled, I find peace in You
Thank you Lord that when I am fearful, I find security in You
Thank you Lord that when I am sick, You healed me
Thank you Lord that when I am lost, I am found in You

Thank you Lord that when I pray, You listen

Thank you Lord that when I call, You answer

Thank you Lord for who You are in my life

And I know Father, that I AM TOO BLESSED TO BE STRESSED :)

Thank you, Father in Heaven.

I'm like a vapour in the wind

Still You hear me when I'm calling

Lord, You catch me when I'm falling

And You've told me who I am

I am Yours.

Big-E Camp

Big-E camp in about a month's time! I'm excited!! :D At first, i was reluctant to go because i've already went for Freedom Camp this year and I want to save some money. I've decided that i will not be going unless any of my non-church friend is going. But now, i've changed my mind.. yeahh.. :) Somehow, I have a feeling that great things going to take place! And I shouldn't let anything hold me back from signing up for this camp. I believe God is going to challenge me in different areas this time and I don't want to miss a single thing! :) When God moves, fuiyohhh, I HAVE to be there! I AM EXCITED!!! :D *cheers*

Have a look at the camp promo :)

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/video/video.php?v=153628288685&oid=114870501853

mm hou tang la..sign up NOW!!

2 more weeks to stpm

"Be still and know that I am God!"

Psalm 46:10

Lord, we know that true rest can be found only in You

Help us to end our striving and to trust that You will provide

In Your loving arms we find rest. Amen

- Our Daily Bread -

God knows the future, so we are safe in His hands

God works in ways, we cannot see

And I remember how You found me
In that very same place
All my failings surely they would've drown me
Still You made a way.

i just want you

I just want you by Planetshakers

More than a nice melody,
More than the sweetest of words,
This is love i have found,
and with this love i am found

I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus,
I just want you.

Never could i comprehend,
The love you so freely give,
Never could i be with you,
But your love covers all of my sin.

I just want you jesus,
I just want you my lord,
I just want you jesus
I just want you.

There is no greater love than yours,
Nothing else could ever compare,
And even if i search all the world
I will never find a love like yours,God.

You can give without loving

but you can't love without giving.

And God showed His love for us

by giving us His one and only Son.

Glory to God

Results are out. This time my results are way better than what i expected :) I give all glory to Jesus! Thank God for grace, wisdom, good health, mighty protection, reminding me facts, formulas and theories and most importantly, open my big eyes to check my careless mistakes :)By His grace, I'm able to do well and I know that I don't deserve this at all..Thank you Lord!!! :D

Carmen loves Jesus! Because He first loved me :)

christianity

I realised that most of my non-christian friends give me a look whenever i share that we, christians actually hear from God, spending quiet time with God, experience His love and grace, obeying God's will and even being in God's presence. Perhaps, they may think that these are just our imaginary thoughts... They may even think that christians are a bunch of mad, holy people... haha. i mean it sounds crazy, isnt it? Even the fact that God would sent His one and only son to die for you and me is hard enough to believe..

But is it really that hard to believe these facts?

Not when you have come to understand God's love. To me, God's love is crazy because it is beyond what i could understand.

After all, christianity is all about having a relationship with God

Do you have a relationship with God?

Finally trials ended!!!! I WANNA CELEBRATE!!! going to take off for 3 days..i really need that man, im so tired and weary... haaaa... :( So yeah, going to take this time to rest and restore back the energy needed. Although STPM is a long and tiring "journey", but i've really learnt a lot. Every night, before the next day's paper, i would pray about it. Two days back, the day before i take my maths paper 1, I was praying like usual. Suddenly God asked me,"Where are you placing your trust?" The day before exam always make me feel very nervous, worry and stress. I allow my feelings to overtake everything that i forgot Jesus is my God. Sometimes, it's not about how we feel but it's about who Jesus is. And since He is God then definitely He is in control no matter how we feel and what circumstances we're in. :) Let's trust God's faithfulness to overcome our fearfulness.

Are you placing your trust in Him?

Isaiah 43:2

When you go through deep waters,

I will be with you.

When you go through rivers of difficulty

you will not drown

When you walk through the fire of oppression,

you will not be burned up,

the flames will not consume you.

For I am the Lord, your God,

the Holy One of Israel, your Savior.

MBS Floorball Club - Soulnet

Andrew, the new MBS floorball president, updated me with floorball news recently. guess what? They won the first runner up prize last sunday during floorball carnival at Shang Wu Primary School !! Hulala~ There were 6 teams altogether and MBS sent 2 teams.I AM SO PROUD OF THEM :D Almost all of them are beginners but yet they can get such good results! I am very happy for them :) But most importantly, from what i've heard from andrew, this club is growing and multiplying! I'm very glad to hear that for I am sure that God is working, maybe slowly but SURELY! Thank you guys for being a part of MBS floorball club and never forget our coach, Bro James (if u r reading this) Thank you so much for your help and support bro james. Without you, we cannot go far.

Thank youuuuuu everyoneeeeeeeee :D
Thank you Lord Jesus!!! :D

All things are possible to him who believes. Mark 9:23

let's make a difference

I used to be a person who use vulgar words and curse like nobody's business. I think, i think most of my close frens know about this..heee :p *confession*
I think i started to be this "rude" when i was in f2? And it got worse as I grew older. I became more ahem "chor" ahem. I used to think that it's normal to curse cuz majority of the people are doing it. But God changed me from the inside out.. I've changed the way I think about it.
Words lik hell, shit, damn, OMG., seems to be so normal..and you may think there's nothing wrong with these words.. Like 99.99% of the world population is using these words. And you will be so not cool and "weird" if you are so "holy".. What is good does not mean it is right but whatever that is right is definitely good. If little kids can differentiate what is right and what is wrong, what more you?

Are you going to copy the behaviour and customs of this world? Or are you going to be the one who make a difference in this world?

What's so wrong about using a few bad words once in a while?

The words you speak come from the heart - that's what defiles you. Matthew 15:18

in weakness, we are made strong

Three times I begged the Lord to take it away. Each time he said, "My grace is all you need. My power works best in weakness." So now I am glad to boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ can work through me. That's why I take pleasure in my weaknesses, and in the insults, hardships, persecutions, and troubles that I suffer for Christ. For when I am weak, then I am strong. 2 Corinthians 12:8-10

This week

Just finished 3 papers this week.

Tuesday 13/10

I had my maths 2 paper. I was nervous and i almost forget how to apply one important formula, that is

1- P(Y) = P(Y')

But i really thank God that by His grace, i managed to solve it just 15 mins before time! Phew~! nyek nyek nyek :D

Wednesday 14/10

Stomach ache halfway through... I was praying really hard and thank God that He took the pain away!! :)

Thursday 15/10

PA paper. Everything went well. Thank God for His grace!

STPM is a challenge where i

learn to depend more on God :)

MBS

It's almost the end of my high school.. This month we will be taking our STPM trials and then next month we will be taking the REAL STPM papers. Surprisingly, i'm not as tension as i was, when i took my spm 2 years back.. simply because now I have Jesus in my life :) I'm not running this race alone. He is with me. Throughout the whole F6 life there's definitely ups and downs but i thank God for my friends.A bunch of crazy friends!

Bee Siang,

Thank u for being such a good partner in class. You never stop encouraging me and supporting me.And also listen to all my complaints and crap. I know I always bully you but so are you! :p

Winnie,

Thank you for being blur and so "aunty" and make me laugh lik nobody's business. Thank you for being so transparent to me and I really appreciate you as a friend :)

Hui Sien,

Thank you for your crazyness and sam pat-ness because this is why we are so clicked :p Thank you for responding to my invitations and never hesitate to lend out a helping hand!

Shu Hwa,

Thank you for coming to me when i was new in MBS. Thank you for not leaving me out and for the joy that you bring to me :)

Giu Yun,

Thank you for bringing so much fun to me! your singing and funny hokkien slang as well :D And ur mum's delicious cooking!! Awesome :p

Carol,

Thank you for always speaking of the truth. Thank you for being such a great friend :)

Sheng Zheng,

Thank you for a generous heart! :) You always give and never mind to share with us!

Yi Lin,

Although I just know you but I'm amazed when I see the way you treat others.. Thank you for your kindness and generousity :) Always readyto help others and share your nasi lemak with me :D Oh! Not forgetting your bee hoon too! :)

Thank you guys for making MBS a memorable place to study in.. Thank you for the memories :D

Salvation comes from God not man

I have a friend named Jamie. She came to know the Lord when i was in f3 i think? I still can remember cuz she was sitting next to me that year. I was shocked when i saw her hanging a "christian" keychain and i felt that she was a "betrayer" (cuz we are all non-christians). Little did i know that, she would be the first one who asked me to call upon Jesus and pray..And the first church that i attended was her church, Wesley Methodist Church. But she didnt accept Christ into her life because her parents were unhappy about it. BUT...GOD IS GREAT! She has accepted Christ into her life last sunday!! And the amazing thing is, her mum also came to accept Jesus as her personal Lord and Saviour!! :D

Lee Jamie, i'm overwhelmed with joy!! :D

All glory to Him! Amen.

unique in the eyes of God

Went for RKC this afternoon after one week break. There is this kid, he is mentally slower compared to other kids. I saw him, worshipping God so... differently from other kids...Some kids sing praises with their lips but I saw him worshipping - with all his heart and soul. And there's nothing I can say but to praise God.

John 4:24
For God is spirit, so those who worship Him
must worship in spirit and in truth.

Radiant Kids Club retreat

RKC prayer retreat was FANTASTIC! Thank God for Sis Hannah and Bro Michael. I received so much from the Lord! For the past few weeks, i've been struggling in my walk with God. I felt that God was so far away from me..and so, i told God that this time i desire to grow to a higher level in my walk with Him. Indeed, God revealed Himself to me :) and His presence was definitely tangible during the 2 days retreat at Penang Hill. Spirit of God was just so amazing, no words can ever describe. I believe that all of us were very blessed and we are now more inspired to give more than 100% in children ministry.
Brother Michael shared on :

Ecclesiastes 2:10 Anything I wanted, I would take. I denied myself no pleasure in hard work, a reward for all my labors. But as I looked at everything I had worked so hard to accomplish, it was all so meaningless- like chasing the wind. There was nothing really worthwhile anywhere.

The book of Ecclesiastes was written by Solomon. Solomon became the wisest man in the world ( 1 Kings 4:29-34) but yet He realised that everything apart from God is empty, hollow and meaningless. My life in F6 has been a challenge to me.. Everyone is trying really hard to strive for 4A's and excellent results. I used to compare myself with my friends, and i thought i can do even better if i spend more time in studies and maybe, cut down my quiet time? serving time? But I realised that nothing is more important than fearing Him and keep His commandments. (Ecclesiastes 12:13) Like Shea Li said, "Win children for Jesus!" :)


Bethel House of Prayer

Yi-Wen playing Dorothy's toy -.-"

This is supposed to be the baptism pool. heehee

The train...slow train...veeery slow train

Game session

Family pic!!

The End.

RKC stands for Radiant Kids Club but i just noticed that RKC actually stands for Royal King's Children. Amen :)

To be continued.. :)

penang hill, here i come!

Hello wazzup guys ! How r u? im fine thank you :) Im going UP to penang hill tomorrow afternoon for rkc prayer retreat! I'm excited :D Yes! Super excited! I'm expecting great things to happen, and i know GREAT things will happen cuz my God is a GREAT God :) I will have a new encounter with God and it's always awesome to seek God at Bethel House of Prayer! I love it! You guys out there, expect great testimonies from me!!!! Byeeee <3

i'm excited!! hugagaga!