Reflection: 2014 experience

One of my journal entries in 2014.. how timely it is for me to read this again now.

TGIF

"No one is free in the bank..not even the cleaner" - supervisor

made me LOL. but it's true.. aunty seems to be busy too; cleaning the desks, toilets and everything else.

Me: Hi, I'm Carmen calling from OCBC Bank.
Customer: Camel?
Me: Carmen.

Then she repeated my name as Camel again!! My gosh, who would name their child, camel? haha I wanted to LOL in the midst of a tensed negotiation. These are little 'joy' I find at a fast-paced and stressful working environment.

Penang --------------------------------- Malacca

Through all the ups and downs in life, I'm thankful for this boy who is always loving me, seeking to understand me, listening to my complaints, accepting me for all my weaknesses and failures, praying for me and journeying alongside me. 

To people who may think that age differences can't make a relationship work, now I can tell you..it's not true and no need to care so much about what others think ya :) but chemistry is important!

And to all LDR couples, you really earn my respect. haha because i miss my malaccan boy :(
#emo-nemo

My God

Though my heart may fail, You will always be,
I'll sing, Our God never fails. My God never fails.

So many times I fall short of God's standard. And sometimes I'm even ashamed of myself; to see how weak and broken I am. Yet I'm thankful and grateful that His love and grace will always reach down to me...to where I am.

This gentle thingy

Sometimes hor, I wonder how girls can be soooo gentle.. that when they talk it's like whispering.. when they laugh, it's not so 'over'.. Cause when I talk it's like the whole earth shakes.. and when I laugh I cannot just open my mouth and laugh... I need to clap my hands and stomp my feet too!!! It's sooo funny that my body needs to take part as well! I wonder how they keep themselves so gentle and composed all the time..
what a mystery!!

Thanks!

I'm not really a gift person. But just felt so touched by them because it is really unexpected. And they still remember even though we are so far apart.

One of the reasons why they are so dear to me - they will always remember who is their Queen! :P

Unmet expectations.

When will they finally meet?