sometimes we thought we already managed to let go of something until we are to face the same thing again..we then realised that we didn't really overcome it yet. i'm not being emo, dun worry. I just feel so weak when I failed to overcome the same problem again and again. It has been four years. Letting go of something precious is not an easy thing at all. But I want to believe that prayer is powerful. I want to believe that God knows what's best for us. I want to believe that if it's meant to be, it will be. I want to.. let go.