I came back from cell group about 2 hours ago? I'm like so tired and I wanted to sidai baju when I reached home, but surprisingly, all sudahpun disidaikan :) My grandma sidai-ed for me.

Recently, people whom I find very difficult to get along with, have been showing me love. Not by words but actions.


So Carmen, what have you been doing?
Aren't you suppose to take the first step?
I don't want to always be the one waiting for people to show me love.
I want to love them even before they choose to respond in love.
Because this is what Jesus did.
He died on the cross before you choose to
respond back to Him.
That love is unconditional.

If you love only those who love you, what reward is there for that? Even corrupt tax collectors do that much. If you are kind only to your friends, how are you different from anyone else? Even pagans do that. But you are to be perfect, even as your Father in heaven is perfect. Matthew 5:46-48