surface

Sejak kebelakangan ini, saya tengah belajar perkara yang baru. Saya mendapati bahawa bukan segala hal dapat difahami dengan melihat pada permukaan sahaja. Budak-budak pun tahu pengajaran ini I rasa "Jangan menghakimi buku dengan melihat kulitnya". Tetapi pernahkah saya mempraktikkan pengajaran ini?

If she doesn't do this this this means she is that that that.. If she is doing that that that means she is this this this..
but sometimes it's not just what you think it is lah.

You may think that it is the person's responsibility to explain himself or herself.
But not everything can be explained.
You won't know how heavy, how tiring, how painful that person is feeling.
What if it is not that person's position to explain things?

I'm learning to see things not just with my eyes
but to see them with my heart too.

And one thing I know, no matter how we're feeling or what we're going through,
God is someone who can do exceedingly, abundantly above all that we can ever imagine
that's why He is called God.

God, I believe.

brother bear

I smsed my brother who is in KL, telling him that my house modem is spoilt and asking him what I should do..after a while, he called and told me to search for the old modem in my room. Of course, it was not helpful :/ but it was nice of him to give me a call.. and remind me that I have another brother in KL who will entertain me when I call for HELP! (my eldest brother helps me when I get lost in Penang, he serves as my GPS). I sent my bro MMS sometimes - when I think my face is cute, when I took his car for car wash, when I play with Reon, when I eat good food, etc.. but sometimes I just can't wait for him to come back..and irritate me as usual.. Dia macam perempuan because he always spend so much time in the toilet combing his hair! and he is SLOW macam perempuan. He always nag me for not tidying my room and his car.. and shakes his head whenever I start dancing at home.

I don't like separation. at all.

miss my niece too

Nevertheless, I'm thankful. I'm grateful. because my family is the best-est gift from God.

Is christmas really christmas?

But after he had considered this, an angel of the Lord appeared to him in a dream and said, “Joseph son of David, do not be afraid to take Mary home as your wife, because what is conceived in her is from the Holy Spirit. She will give birth to a son, and you are to give him the name Jesus, because he will save his people from their sins.” Matthew 1:20-21

With You.

I was just reflecting

What would it be like

If my life is without You, without You

I would be speaking vulgar and behave rudely

I would be finding security

In things that are temporary

I would struggle through circumstances

Pretending to be strong n’ courageous

I would be chasing after my selfish dreams

But I’m glad, so so glad

That my life was never the same

The moment I met my Saviour

He calls me by name

And He said, “I love you my daughter. I love you my Bride.”

How could I not change, with You by my side

How could I not be transformed

To be more like You, to be more like You Jesus

I learn to speak life now

I learn to be better every day

I find myself in You and not my another crush

I still struggle when problems hit me

But I remain strong n’ courageous

because my God, He is with me.

M e r r y C h r i s t m a s!

happy birthday fong wan!!

To the cutest person ever born,

THAM FONG WAN
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! :) :)
*belated one day* I'm sosososo sorry that I cannot make it for your celebration yesterday because I had to dance for church ladies' event. was there since 5pm yesterday. Walau bagaimanapun, this post is dedicated just for you!! :)

I just want to say a big THANK YOU to you for being who you are -Ms. Tham :) I don't understand why you always say I'm such an encouragement to you.. Personally I feel you're a greater encourager and you never fail to teach me how to love others. You will always take the extra miles for your friends. This friend of mine has a very big heart for people :) and she never fails to see things positively and always learn to see things through God's eyes. Indeed, she is awesome because God created her to be who she is, AWESOME! :)





Fong wan, let me tell you something.. You're beautiful just the way you are! :)
Thanks for being such a great friend. I pray that you will continue to grow grow grow grow in your walk with God :D I believe God will use you to touch many more lives as you learn to trust Him more :) In our weaknesses, His strength is even more evident! blessed birthday!!

plastik berharga 20 sen

I went to Tesco just now to buy some stuff for PKA christmas celebration in USM tomorrow. I held 8 medium packets of fruit cakes with my two strong hands *yalah tu, strong tau..i didn't take basket*, ran to the cashier to make payment.

Cashier: Tesco card?
Me : Tak de. Saya nak plastic.
Cashier: Plastic kena tambah 20 sen.
Me: Ya ok.
Cashier: *pass me the plastic* teet teet teeet
Me: *pay money and walk off*

While I was walking, I looked at the receipt. RM 44. "Eh, how come he didn't charge me 20 cents for plastic?" Then I said to myself, "It's ok lah, Carmen. 20 cents only lah. I lazy want to walk back already.. 20 cents only, please lah you."

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I walked towards the cashier..

Me : *waves* Hi, tadi saya tak bayar lagi untuk plastik.
Cashier: Ohh

Actually, it's not about how much the plastic costs... but because deep inside I was convicted to give back something that I shouldn't take.. whether it's 20 cents or RM200, if it doesn't belong to me, it should be given back. I know the cashier doesn't know (maybe he also doesn't care lah) but my God sees. It's really not about me and the cashier, but me and my God.

I just want to learn to honor my God in things that I do.. I don't want to compromise, at least I shall try.

Jin!! *screams*

Congrats to Jin who won 'TVB's Most Improved Actor 2011' award yesterday!! (this line is for you, joanne!) *cheers*
I'm so happy for Jin! :)


'When the lights come on' music video :)
I think it talks about how a young boy indulge himself in clubbing, drinking, etc.. then towards the end, he begins to realize that life has a greater meaning than all that..
may it speaks to you too :)




And also, Jin will be acting in one of my fav tvb series!!!! yayyyy, i can't wait!!! :D

updates after busy weeks

They took hours to wrap my 'present' but it took me only 15 minutes to take them out..with the help of 3 cleaners who have sympathy on me.hahahaa anyway, appreciate your 'hard' work! :D

Seriously, hard work. haha

I'm now a registered voter! :) Proud to be a malaysian, tanah tumpahnya darahku! :)

My cheeky niece is getting fatter! I can't afford to carry her more than 10 minutes.. D:

Reon : I enjoy playing with my ku che! *laughs*