Vent

That feeling..when people around you already found a job but you're still jobless.
That feeling..when people belittle you, "Top student wor, cannot find job?" I'm not top student by the way. Please give me a break.
That feeling of uncertainty, lost and disappointments. Transition?
 

6 Oct, God with us.

So it has been one year already! :) Time flies. There were great times & not-so-good times, ups & downs, lots of laughter & also tears haha Don't be deceived if people were to tell you that relationship is all nice and sweet.. it's a lie! :P Every relationship requires effort, commitment and hard work. For the past one year, we have been through quite a lot of things together and I'm thankful for friends who encouraged and prayed alongside us :) Thank you! You contributed to the growth of this relationship if you didn't know hehe. Most importantly, God made this possible for us. 

Looking back, it's funny how God works in this friendship/relationship. How we friendzoned each other, teased each other and then got together. He who was once my little brother became the Man..chewah haha Sounds so weird but I've seen how God answered my prayers and brought alongside a partner who can journey with me, share my burden and accept my weaknesses. It's a blessing!

Personally, I've learned so much more about God's love and grace.. how He could constantly love and forgive an imperfect sinner just like me and sometimes it's just beyond what my finite mind can comprehend. Indeed,it's unending love, amazing grace. My prayer is that Jesus will continue to be in the center, be my focus, be our focus.

A wise uncle said this, "Always always give in, but never never give up." :) Something that I need to keep reminding myself even though I think Shaun gave in to me most of the time aha Well, it's good that I'm making him more Christ-like! Keep up the good work, bro :P

My best friend :)

My entertainer!

My driver! :(

Thank you for this one year :) the good times and bad times because it tells us how much we are willing to fight for each other. So far so good lah :P :D

To everyone else, I love roses btw! My convo is on 9 Nov btw! hahaha

Love bears all things,
believes all things,
hopes all things,
endures all things.

1 Corinthians 13:7

To infinity and beyond!

Dear Aceplus,

Be anxious about nothing for I am not giving up on you yet. What a good owner you have. I know right. Therefore, be thankful and rejoice always! And live a life worthy of your 'calling'!!

Mum: Girl, your hand phone still can use?
Me: Urm, yeah..still ok. (Though has difficulty typing because keypad cacat and restart button naik gila at times)
Mum: Oh, want to change phone or not? Buy you a new phone *shows me a catalog*
Me: No need la, still ok ba. Why you so nice to me? 
Mum: I'm always nice to you what.
Me: *laughs*
 
So I'm sticking to my Aceplus until the day of its' funeral!
And it has been ringing in my head, "Yet godliness with contentment is great gain". I am challenged and reminded again :) and one thing good about having an old phone is that nobody gonna curi it even if you left it somewhere on the table...which is always the case! :P

Creepy day!

If you know me well, you know I don't normally clean my room haha and to be honest, I don't normally clean my bag too. Actually, I don't normally clean all my stuff la haha, unless when I think it's necessary :P So today, I happen to think that it is time to clean my bag because the little pocket in front of my bag pack couldn't contain anymore rubbish that I've accumulated all these while. And I found this in my bag..

'Pray, Phil 4:6-7'.. It is a bible verse;

Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.

It is scary.. creepy..I've been reading this verse for the past few days because I've been worrying and anxious about job offers and the transition into the working world. Creepy because it is too timely liao..and I don't know when and who left this in my bag (btw, if it belongs to you, do claim from me!)...I've not seen this before haha but I know it is God. I don't believe in coincidences. I know my God speaks..and He works in wondrous ways. Just when I've forgotten that He is a living God, I'm assured and reminded again. That He hears. That I am not forgotten. That I am loved. :')

The feelings within

I can almost see it,
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying,
"You'll never reach it"
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shaking
But I, I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high.

 

KL trip

So, I just got back from my KL trip! :) I had a greattt time! I went down for an interview with Public Bank for management trainee position. It was a group interview with 2 other fresh graduates. I thought I was confused, lost and dont-know-what-i-want but manatau they were exactly the same hehee i feel better now :D but thank God I did some homework before I went. Shaun actually went through my preparations with me and so coincidentally (or is it God? :)) he helped me with one question that happened to be the only question that the interviewers asked. The interviewers are nice people (they say all interviewers sound nice one la) and it was good to be able to share my experience in PKA as well. Indeed, PKA has played a big part of my uni life and it has shaped me and taught me a lot of things, a lot of good values.

I'm just so thankful for the people that I've met up with during this trip. I realize that my sense of fulfillment is not based on the places I visit but the people I spent time with. Perhaps that's why I'm not so much of a traveling person because what matters to me most is the people I travel with. It could be some nyonya restaurant somewhere in PJ or some kopitiam by the roadside. It is the time with people that I appreciate most.
 

Had a lot of good conversations with good friends. And it's pretty interesting how our conversations changed from assignments, courses, relationships to job offers, future and marriages. Even if I could not get the job offer, it has been a fulfilling trip, a meaningful one :) definitely no regrets! And what makes KL special is not KL, but the precious friends I have there.

Learn your priority

Please don't think that you are doing others a favor by putting aside your smartphones/ipads/tabs (checking your FB notifications, instagram, chatting, candy crush, etc) while spending time with others or when people are talking to you.. that's just basic respect that every human being deserves. Kthanksbai :)